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I used to blog using my sub-domain but ever since I became busy with University and how I will continue to be busy with my University life, social life, growing up, my addiction to Neopets…well, you get the idea…

I’ve decided to just stick to ONE blog. When I first started blogging, I was an enthusiastic person. Willing to do anything, willing to just blog for the fun of blogging. And then I started going into the commercialized blogging world and tried to blog in several sub-domains. Needless to say, they were all failures. I started to feel out of sync and bored of that blogging lifestyle. I even became an inactive blogger, sadly.

But as the new year approaches, I started to cheer up and start blogging again. And with that thought in mind, I made my domain an official blog. Will it be commercialized? We’ll see…I rather that it wasn’t but perhaps a little side money from PPP would keep my Neopets addiction running.

More or less, I think this blog will give me a good vibe to continue blogging. I’ll even make sure it’s less messy =P yes, perhaps my amateurish bloggings will be more organized this time around =D I have yet to decide whether or not to keep my previous main blog. But most likely, I will. It’s my source of income after all =P

Why Me?
Such a simple question,
Why isn’t there any answers,
For me?

Why me?
Why did a person so careless,
Who thinks only of themselves,
Choose me?

Why me?
I only want to know that,
For all those good people out there, there has to be bad ones,
So why me?

Why me?
I guess I found out the hard way,
But why would someone just take away my joy,
From me?

Why me?
Out of 34687643748748436987 people out there,
Would you hack me and me alone…
Why me…?!?!

Oh wow…2 months have just come and gone just like that. This blog is now going into it’s 3rd month of blogging, literature, and emotions. This couple of months, I just simply poured my soul into this blog. More than I should have actually…

But heck. It’s been 2 months y’all! I know I’m not much of a poet or a composer. But these are all my feelings. Poured out for the world to see. It might not be beautifully posed but I’ve come this far.

I’m not looking to make a book out of it and I’m not looking for recognition. All I want is a place to write about what I want, how I feel and when I want.

It’s the month of December and Christmastime is almost upon us. I can’t believe that another is about to be over again! I remembered blogging seriously for the first time last year around the end of December and now, another year is about to pass…oh how time flies…

People have asked me, “why aren’t you updating frequently?” and all I can say after a smile would be “why, I am updating it frequently, you’ll just have to look closely *winks* “. Don’t get it? If you look closely enough at the dates I’ve posted, you’ll see that I’ve been posting every 3 days =) I seriously can’t and won’t see myself updating everyday. To express myself in literature is naturally hard for me. And I don’t get inspirations every day. So I’m just pacing myself and posting at my own pace.

Remember, I’m my own boss *winks*