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There’s less than 5 days before the 3rd and final exam…Moral. I’m still procrastinating like I always have for the other exams. I just don’t know why I don’t have the will to study just to do better in my exams…it must have something to do with the condition of my room (it’s hell’a messy) as well as the noisy conditions outside (workers working on extending the garage area of my house for my dad’s new car).

Not only that, I have been sleeping late these days just because there’s no class…a friend once told me that with an irregular sleep pattern, a person is likelier to get cancer. I don’t know if that’s true or not but if it is…then I’m already filled with cancer cells =P

Today’s post is just random actually. I didn’t know what to write and I don’t really feel like writing any poems/short stories/anything that requires me to do much thinking. As I’ve said, I’m still lazy =P

I heard a really bad joke today. That joke is quite common but needless to say, it really depends on how a person relay it. I heard that joke from one of the animes I was watching. After the joke, his audience of 4 high school girls just stared at him blankly like they were waiting for the punch line to start. It was funny just seeing his joke get crushed under the stares of those blank gazes. It goes like this :

This is a conversation between a famous celebrity and a clerk at a jewelry shop. The celebrity told the clerk, “I hate ugly things! So show me the most beautiful necklace in this shop!” And so, “What are you planning on doing with the necklace” the clerk asked her.

The celebrity said “I am going to put it on and look at it in the mirror!” “You shouldn’t do that!” the clerk told her. “But why?” she asked and the clerk answered “If you look into a mirror, you will see something that you hate.”

*Person laughs*

*Crowd looks at him with a blank look, waiting for the punchline to begin*

*Person’s laughter stops. Stares back and coughs*

Person tries desperately to explain the punchline “In other words…if you are wondering what is funny…that lady is not beautiful…”

*Person stops to wait for the expected reaction*

*Crowd continues to stare*

With a deadbeat look, the Person tries to excuse himself “Err…well, I guess I will just stop with that one joke today…goodbye…”

*Crowd finally comes out of their blank-look stage tries to comfort the Person by pretending that it was a good joke*

*Person leaves the scene*

*Crowd goes back to being a lively group chatting with each other. Already forgetting the Person*

I sometimes wonder why my life is such a bore. I mean, I have a social life and all…but…I seem to spend much of my life at home just being in front of the monitor and you know…online…

I’d really want someone to just call me and ask me to go out or something. Every time a friend mentions that they just watched a new movie, or went out for no reason whatsoever, I always asked myself “why wasn’t I asked to go along?”. However, as a proud person I am…I never really got the chance to voice it out. I wonder if it would have been different if I had just continued to go into Form 6 like I had wanted to…life would have been so much different.

But I can’t say that I regret most of the days in College and University. Some days were good, some not so. But perhaps it would have been better if I hadn’t decided to do Foundation studies…

I guess I’ll never know…only God knows what would or could have been if I had taken the road less/more traveled…

Had my 2nd final exam today which is Statistics. Can’t really say anything about it since again, like my 1st exam, I didn’t really study >_>” yes I know, I know. After rushing to study for the English exam, I should have known not to procrastinate for the next exam…but the anime I was watching was just too tempting!!! Well, it’s now over and done with. I’m just going to fall into bed as soon as I bath after this post.

Hmm? What about my next exam? It’s on the 19th. Still almost a week away. Before you start lecturing me about studying now that I have learned my lesson…I have to defend myself my saying that the next exam is Moral and whether or not I pass or get a perfect score, it will not effect my CGPA.

And most everybody have already started to relax now that the first 2 exams are over. And I shall too! So I’ll just take the weekend off to just sleep and watch anime and clear my mind. Well, my whole body is aching now from lack of sleep. So I’m going to go off and bath now and then sleep the whole night away! Bye nee~!

P.S. *Chants* I hope I pass…I hope I pass…I hope I pass…I hope I pass…I hope I pass…

I think I’ve finally did it…I’ve destroyed all hopes of the future…I’ve…I’ve…perhaps finally gone into the deepest pits of hell =.=!! One would have thought that before today, I would have changed my ways, would have finally seen the light and done something about it. But alas, old habits never die…

And now, in the last moments, I still have not changed! Even to the last second, my will does not change. In fact, it’s enjoying itself! What exactly do I want to do in life?! Not study at all of course…To be a counselor/psychologist! And what am I doing to reach that? Watching anime, sleep, eat, dominate the world…NOTHING!

The first final exam is coming up in just a few hours and my body doesn’t seem to be moving towards the text book or notes. NO! I HAVE to study!!! But it’s only an English exam, like every other English exams I have taken before…I need to revise!! KYAH!! Only 9 more hours before the exam! What to do?! I think I’m just gonna sleep and do some last minute review before entering the exam hall…Need. To. Study. Which reminds me…I haven’t even studied for the other 2 subjects as well! I think I’m just gonna try and study now…need to not fail…exams…*Dies*