Transition from busy to unavailable
Good lord! It seemed like only last week that 2008 flew by and now we’re already into day 6 of February. Although it’s February and Chinese New Year is only 2 days away and Valentine’s Day is also coming up, sad to say however that my feelings of celebration has not come to surface at all this year.
I knew from the beginning that this year would be a busy year for me but I didn’t expect it to ruin my mood for me as well. These past few days, I have been slouching in front of my computer scratching my head to begin my research proposal for my Final Year Project. And right now, because of this proposal, I would have a holiday (although on the outside, it might appear that I have a WHOLE week of holiday, but on the inside, I’m actually working my butt off) of research to do.
Indeed, I have now, from busy mode, have turned myself into “UNAVAILABLE” for the rest of this year until I have successfully turned in my Final Year project. I’m sorry, to make it clear, “UNAVAILABLE” doesn’t only mean unavailable for boy-girl/man-woman relationships but also for family, peer, any kind of relationships. Which means, no movies, no shopping, no “hanging out”, no fooling around, no fun. It’s sad, I know. But it’s all for the sake of my future.
Well, I’m logging off now to return to my research proposal (only done the FIRST paragraph of the Introduction, pathetic! It’s progressing…slowly…). So bye-bee! I’ll post every few days or so to bring some misery *cackles*BRUAHAHAHAHA*twinkles evilly*.
