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Finally, the last night before the last exam has finally come upon us!

I can’t contain my excitement to finally be done with it and start with my plans for the last month of 2008!

I wonder if the questions will be really hard…I truly hope not D:

I’ll probably be staying up all night again to study my ass off the last few hours to go into a 2 hour battle with a question paper.

Ahh! I’m feeling the anticipation and anxiety just thinking of it…hopefully I am able to get past this exam barrier soon and get into the holiday jiggy luff

There really isn’t.

I swear!

I’d like to spend my December holidays with friends and just plain having fun!

But there just isn’t enough time for all!!

One of my very good friends just came back from studying abroad in Australia for her semester break. Have only gone out once with her so far thanks to my exams (which would mercifully end on the 16th).

And then, a friend (from Singapore) I recently met online a few months back is planning a a trip into Malaysia and wants to hang out and maybe go hopping around Malaysia for a fun and eats tour.

Not to mention, my long overdue hobbies and blogs that are waiting for me to occupy myself with. And my comic!! It’s going nowhere!! I gotta take some time to do that too lol.

MOVIES!! Omg, I haven’t been to the cinema for AGES!! Like since before my industrial training last May! I’ll probably have a movie marathon in my own home one of these days with my gal pals.

Did I mention I want to learn how to cook? Yep, I have absolutely no talent for cooking, that is to say, I have never tried, other than making Maggie Mee of course!! ^u^

Oh oh oh!! I want to just laze at home too!! Just doing nothing whatsoever!!

BUT HOW?!

Theres just so much stuff I want to do and so little time!!!

I want to do them ALL!!

THIS year!!

Which is only…31-10=21 DAYS!!

I’m out of time!!!

*SCREAMS*

I NEED MORE TIME!!!

Need to savor my 21-year-old single and awesome life!!!

Time!!! COME BACK!!!

I guess I gotta do plan management…especially for next semester!! I actually forgot that I have a final year project that I need to accomplish >.<!!!

Time!!! COME BACK!!! SERIOUSLY!! I NEEEEEEEEEEED YOU!!!

…that make up the lives of many.

Ever noticed the small things that happen around you that may or may not have any influence on your world?

Sadly, many people either give too much thought on it or non at all.

And I can surely say that I myself am not fully aware of the tiniest thing that goes on around me. In fact, one might say I simply do not want to see even the tiniest of things that I have no control of.

I for one, am a control freak. I prefer not to be told what to do. I’d prefer to have the upper hand. But in life, there’s no such thing as forever having the upper hand. But I’m not talking about that.

I’m talking about what we ourselves don’t see nor acknowledge. And that’s the topic I have in mind tonight. Well, not really. I haven’t exactly collected my thoughts yet. But once I do, you can be sure that I’d be out with it.

Basically, the whole point of this topic is to say that, instead on focusing on myself too much, I’d like to focus on other things. Not so much me than others. So this is a afore note mentioning that in the next posts for the rest of the year, it would be more reflecting than actual rantings of “my life”.

I find myself talking round and round in circles lately and I feel that it’s beginning to get rather annoying. I guess a change in what I write will make up for a lot of things that I’m not going too deeply into.