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Recently, my little brother, who happens to be only a year younger than me, got himself a girlfriend. And I can only assume that it’s his first girlfriend. They’ve been together for weeks now and sad to say, I have no idea what her name is. I remember at 1st but then…it just fades…

In fact, I think our whole family aren’t used to having each others’ girlfriend or boyfriend brought into the house. Well, I never brought mine back. My relationships have always been secretive at best. I normally don’t tell my parents about my relationships until it ends. I don’t know why I do that, but maybe because I’ve always dated foreigners instead of my own kind, the chinese.

Admittedly, I don’t have much liking for chinese male. They make me look fatter than I already am. Why? Because they’re small. Believe me, when you’re big, you prefer to be with other big people to make you feel safe and happy. And that’s me. I like foreigners, especially the Americans. Not because they’re big, but because I can converse with them normally instead of having to revert to chinese every now and then to translate all the big words I mentioned in english to the chinese.

I discriminate and stereotype my own kind. Not because I hate chinese, but because it’s the truth. Also, chinese guys in Malaysia aren’t like those pure chinese. These chinese Malaysian are actually skinnier than those in China (I’ve seen guys in China, Malaysian guys can’t be compared to them). It’s as if they’re aneroxic by nature. Even my youngest brother is now a stick man. I just don’t get it…perhaps it’s the environment? Or maybe the genes? I don’t know, why can’t I find a guy who is not freaking thin and chinese?!

Oh wait…those guys are already taken by thin gorgeous people! No leftovers for fat mediocre me D: *cries*