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Sums up what I really have to say.

I keep finding myself looking for new inspiration and making new blogs trying to fulfill that inspiration. Unfortunately, it wasn’t really working that well for me.

All I can say is, it was a really bad idea in the 1st place to try and make more than 1 blog. So I’ll be trying my hardest to maintain the 2 top blogs that I’m truly interested in. This is one of them and another one with a friend.

These are the basic blogs I will hang on to. More so now that I’ll be beginning a whole new life away from Malaysia. I’d say that it’ll be quite interesting to live a new life away from home and trying to settle down in a different country.

I’ve never really lived away from my family before. This would be the 1st time…no, 2nd time I’ll be living away from them.

The 1st time was when I lived in the KTAR campus in setapak. I only stayed there for about 1 semester before running back to my family again. Seems to me that I’m just not as independent as I thought I should have been at my age. Even now, I’m living under my parents’ roof, using my parents’ money, eating my parents’ food, and etc.

Some people have asked me why I haven’t been out looking for a job. Honestly, I was afraid. The 1st interview I went to was a disaster! Not only did I go for the 1st interview, I went for a 2nd thinking I’ll be getting the job. The truth was, they FORGOT that they had interviewed me at all! Not only that, to reject me, they suggested I look into another line of job…a week after that, they called me again asking me to go for a 3rd interview!! You guessed right, they forgot that I had went for 2 interviews with them.

They were inefficient and incapable in my opinion. Because of them, my self-esteem plummeted to the lowest.

It’s been close to 6 months now that I’ve been stuck at home. 6 months of just sitting at home and brushing my digital art skills when I should be out and about working and bringing back some moolah.

So now, I’m finally going back to study again. This time, I won’t have my family to fall back on when I need them. I’ll have to learn to be independent and hopefully, find a good job to bring home the bread and ease my father’s responsibility to me and my siblings.

For that, I’ll be archiving ALL my old posts and starting from the beginning again before the new year is up.