Thinking Under Bizarre Reasonings

How hard is it to make a life decision?

Indeed, how hard can it be?

Isn’t it a matter of choosing the best possible solution to benefit oneself?

Isn’t it?

Perhaps.

But it’s easier said than done.

Shouldn’t the decisions you have to make involve only you?

I wished it were true.

But it isn’t.

Most decisions made in life have, if not direct, indirect aftereffects trust upon those affected by the decision made.

This is especially so if you happened to have made a BAD decision.

If it had been a GOOD decision, those involved would more often than not, not recognized it.

Theres a definite unfairness to it. But heck, life’s unfair…

To stay the way I am, or to go on a diet and exercise frenzy? (Mother’s request)

I like the way I look right now, but mom has already spent a fortune on a gym membership on me.

Decision made with pressure.

I’d like to live in a slow-paced life, but to live luxuriously, I’d have to have the means.

Since I don’t have the means, I’d have to live a fast-paced life until I have the means. And I have to consider the welfare of my family before my own.

Again, another decision made.

Surprisingly, the decisions made so far are rather easy as I’m looking at it from a third person view.

I know making decisions are a necessity in life.

I concur.

But I’d like to make a decision…just for me, and affects only me sometimes.

I’d like to be selfish too.

I can.

Right?

What are fillers?

Have you any feeling what’s it like to write fillers just because theres nothing interesting to write about?

I totally UNDERSTAND!

I mean…

this is basically one of the fillers that I’m filling out.

Bear with it and move on…

I’M SO SORRY!! To everyone who was waiting to see what my task was going to be like. And I’m sorry to say that I’ve already forgone the task. So everybody, please, please do not wait anymore with abated breath. I will do the task when I feel I am able. Especially when time permits.

From now on, I will only be blogging in this blog, twice a week. Blogging is no longer that much a priority to me nowadays as it had been in the past. So leaving two days a week to blog is enough for me.

Tuesdays and Thursdays will be used as my blogging days here in my blog. I hope everyone understands.

Create the worst case scenario. Feel free to exaggerate!

It’s storytelling time! This week’s task was handpicked from “Jessica’s fun-but-time-consuming to-do-list for the bored-as-heck and the mentally unchallenged individuals” by me! You have a week to finish this task and make it as exaggerating as you possibly can! Better yet, why not accompany the task with some hilarious pictures, cartoons, and or comics?

Rules of the Task

1. You have only TWO (2) weeks to accomplish this task starting Monday, 11th of August, 2008, until Monday, 25th of August, 2008, in which your blog entry has to be done and ready to be inspected by Monday on the 25st of August, 2008.
2. This task requires that you equip yourself with your imagination, and try to come up with crazy worst case scenarios.
3. To add to the hilarity, you can accompany your post with pictures, cartoons, comics, animations, flash, and etc. It doesn’t need to be an original. You can happily grab it off google if you like but only as long as your content is original. Basically, it can be anything and everything that happens to make your posts hilarious/tragic/etc.
4. Please do the task yourself. The objective of this tasks is to allow yourself to enjoy the things that you do and have a change of pace from the normal boring life that you seem to have hence why you are doing this task.
5. Please keep all pictures PG-13 !! No nudity or anything that MAY cause others to have seizures, heart attacks, or any other body/organ failure. No nudity, sex, or another SX-rated pictures are allowed.
6. Have fun while doing your tasks!!

If you would like in on this game, you are of course, allowed to participate. By participating, you are also agreeing to the terms stated above. Please comment here if you would like to join in on this task and your finished task post will be placed accordingly.

If you have any questions you’d like to inquire about this task, please do so by asking in this post and not anywhere else. If you happen to be shy, you can proceed to contact me using the contact page. Have fun and don’t be a baby when it comes to really doing it

EDIT: Dateline edited.

Today was a very bad day indeed, for me. Whoever said third time’s a charm must be a fool.

Not only was I not able to go to the cosplay competition, I also started saying bad things about somebody’s parents to their daughter, had a petty argument with my brother, and went on a pouting session on my mom.

That’s 3 strikes and now, I’m out of the game…

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I know it’s terrible to badmouth someone’s parents, but I was really pissed off because these parents has given me reason not to put ANY hope on promises from now on. So heres the deal, their daughter, WL and I decided we were gonna go to the cosplay competition today for laughs and for experience. Of course, we had this planned ahead. However, only yesterday night did she MSN me telling me “Hey, my father damn stubborn, he say wanna take my mom shopping and only take me back when finish, around 5 something…” hello?! The competition ends at 6.30 pm! It’ll be over by the time she gets back and we went to the competition! Not to mention, she told me she had pestered her dad for a whole day and he stood by that conviction.

Bleh, in my mind, I know my anger is for nothing. But heck, when a promise or a decision is made, one should stand by that responsibility and see it through. I mean, isn’t that what parents should be teaching their children? To honor a promise, to keep by their decisions? I know my parents did. So how is it different with other parents? Sometimes I wonder where she got her lack of common sense from and it just makes you wonder if family background has anything to do with it. But enough about her. I can see myself not communicating with her for the next couple of days or so. But that’s hard to say since we DO work together
in the same tiny office and WILL eventually HAVE to talk to each other.

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After figuring that I wouldn’t be going out with WL, I went downstairs to ask my brother to take me to the competition and go along with me. Which was a good idea at the time… He however, did not think so, he basically ignored me and continued playing his PSP while I kept “PLEASEEEEEEEE!!!” -ing him. To no avail, he continued to ignore me. However, as the day went by, when my sister was about to go to tuition, my mom told her to follow the driver instead of making my brother take her. Needless to say, my brother was gleeful at the thought of not taking my sister to her tuition for one round (my sister has 3 tuition classes on Sundays, so that makes my brother driver for to and fro, 6 times). My sister not happy (because she has to give directions to the driver), looked at my brother and said ONE “please“. ONLY ONE PLEASE AND HE BLOODY RELENTED!! How unfair is THAT?! Just because I am the older sister, he chose to ignore my pleas…and I RARELY ask him to take me ANYWHERE!! This is a case of favoritism!! And I protest!! He of course protested to my mom that where I wanted to go was boring and a waste of time. Yea, like taking my sister to tuition all day was all fun and games.

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So here, my mom, she’s been sick for a few days now, poor mumsies. I know better than to ask her to take me there. Which of course, I didn’t, ask her, that is. However, protesting the unfairness of my brother towards me, she just shrugged it off and let it go. Now, what was that about? I know for a fact I have not been asking my mom for anything throughout this year, so why is she making it seemed like I was spoiled?! I even pay for myself carpooling in someone else’s car! Which I know, for a fact that my brother would whine about it and ask my mom to foot the bill. He’s spoiled rotten and broke. And for heaven’s sake, I’m the responsible and obedient child she’s got. So why can’t she for once, for ONCE! open a path for me? Did you know, she ADMITS that I’m her experiment child…which is totally sad because I thought she loved me…

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And THAT, dear readers, was how I ended up on the bad side of everyone. All in ONE day, imagine that. So now, I’ve told my mom that whenever I wanted to go out, I’d just go. I wouldn’t bother asking anyone to go with me or take me there. I’d just leave.

Oh, I know they’d worry about me if I didn’t get back in time, I know they’d wonder where I went. But heck, enough is enough!! They have NEVER appreciated when I’m there, so why should I allow myself to waste the years I have left to them when I know it’s all a waste? Well, no more I say!! I will go out WHEN I want, and with WHOEVER I want.